sorry guys but i have to vent ..isnt that a sweet peice of cheese! okay anyway i really really really ahte being told the wrong info and embrassing myself like i did this morning i was told that practice today was at 8a.m. i show up and i wait ed and then i waited and no one ever freakin came. so im going back at ten even though its makes me extermly angry! my brother says he dosent get why i get mad at a lot of stuff. i think the reason is that so many times in the past i have been coned just beacuse im me i guess. and that reallly makes me made that people always think that they can pull one on me. i mean really what have i done wrong to everyoen why does it seem that when they need a scapegoat they always look at me to be it . ihate being the scape goat because it really ticks me off. i ahve done nothing but been myself . but i also have to remind myself that jesus said that he was presucted so we would be to ....ah the ahrd facts , sometimes i wish my world wasnt so wacky!