Update..or yes Ross still is alive..

I havent updated much on this blog cause..um..idk..but here are is a catch up from about two months I guess..ill try to get these on here more often.. .
So yeah its been a few so I just thought i would update...
Well first things first ...I lost my effin job yesterday morning at Circuit City . I was there for like maybe thirty minutes and my boss called me to his office and said that he couldn't work with my availbilty and that he had to let me go . Wow, really a shocker, I mean I was available five out of seven days a week , and the two days I wasn't was becuase of commitents I had made to class and my fraterintiy so , yeah that most definalty sucked.
But all of yesterday wasn't such a crap hole. No, no! After I got home I was talking to Lizzie online and she wasn't exactly havent a good day either. Well neither one of us had have very good months , so we decided to blow off some steam and go just hang out in Amarillo . So we went and just cruised the mall and Barnes and Noble and Hastings all afternoon. Man it was fun getting to hang out with her again , its been awhile since we actually have , really that was the first time since we broke up .
Also yesterday was my first chapter meeting as an active member of Kappa Alpha. So awesome I'm telling you to no longer be a pledge . It lasted only a few months , but no its over and I'm a full member. I was ininated Friday, just need to work on my grades so that I stay in "good standing " next semester.
What else, O yes ! Since i am no longer employed I might get to head down to Kerrville this week for thanksgiving. It will be cool to chill with my family and some old friends while I'm down if that happens.
I am about to go check on a job at the Activites Center on Campus @ the bowling alley just to get a little extra cash right now. I hope that my Toyota can sell in Kerrville so that i can pay off this truck and that will give me some breating room.
Lets see still single, although I was pretty sure that was gonna change last week , but its okay , I'll live but I really would like a realtoinship again .
Well until next time kidos..
Yeah so yall most definitely suck at giving comments ... no really. LOL . But it s Okay because I still love all of you . But anyway, to the real important stuff .
Yeah, last Wednesday trough Saturday I got to go home to K-Town for Thanksgiving Break . Mucho Fun ! Although I didn't see a lot of people I did get to hang out with a few and got to see my family. Yeah, seeing your family after being home once in three months is always good, really. Yeah but besides my family , I got to see Kelly, which I is always nothing short of an adventure . We took her car to get her tire fixed and it just so happened that her effin wheel could have possibly fallen off while she was driving ..lol ..so that was quite surprsing. I also ran into Tessa who I haven't seen since gradutation so , that was cool as well .I hope to see more people when I'm down there in about two weeks again. (yes our breaks are retarted I know..)
Yeah ...in case you didn't just catch that ( if anyone cares) I will be back in Kerrville probably on December 15 , for about one month then I have to head back here to Canyon to do semester dos .
Lets see...yeah got back to Canyon Sunday night and had chapter meeting for KA. Let me tell you ..excting.....but after that some of us just hung out and I went home....tried to sleep as usal ...but somehow I found out the hard way I had a stomach bug. I puked most of the night..really no fun when you have an 8 a.m. class the next morning .
But yesterday wasn't as bad as one would think , no no it was salvaged . Lizzie and I went to the mall in Amarillo, and I applied for a few jobs , trying to get on somewhere for a few weeks if I can. Lizzie was getting her hair dyed back to its normal blonde. Yeah it was black there for a while...but she's back to Lizzie again now..
But yeah ...much love...and all that jazz..
-Ross
So here I sit at the end of my first semester of college and all I have left is finals. Wow! It has gone so much faster than any semester every in high school , and trust me was a heck of a lot more fun . But as I usally do Im gonna make me a list of all the yay's and nays of my first college semester...
Great:
- Rushing Kappa Alpha Order, although it cost money I am already so glad I did rush the friendships I have formed in just three months are some of the greatest I have or will ever have.
- Dating Elizabeth- Now this will probably be on the other list as well , but dating her , even though for a short time was simply amazing, she is one of the most beautiful and amazing girls ( inside and out ) that I have ever dated, and although we are not together we are still awesome friends.
-Learning how to live on about five hours of sleep- Trust me everyone, this is a skill that takes omse work, you will learn how to do this very quickly in college. This may not be the most brillant of things to do but you sure do have lots of fun late at night.
-No one cares- By this I mean , you can be you here, you don't have to make up some shitty lie about yourself and try to be someone your not. You can be you and people respec that.
-Learning to choose wisely- took some work and on some things I didnt like sleeping instead of class, but sleep is oh so nice..
Not so greats-
-Drinking - Something I mainly did once in high school , now don't get me wrong its fun , but the reson its down here is I didnt think I would ever do it so , this one is kinda of a toss up in the middle..
- Dating Elizabeth - LOL ! Yeah I know its up top as well. But I have felt almost every god damn blasted emotion with this woman . Really..
-Quiting Cold Stone- Okay so the hours and pay werent great, but at least it was sorta steady , and Ive already had two jobs since then. Wow, lots of b/s
-Not Studying- This is the straw that broke the camels back in math , nuff said...
Well those are only some of what I can think of off the top of my head. But you know. It might be a few before I update again . But besides all of the above let me tell everyone what else has been going on.
Well, lets see a week from tomorrow I'm coming home. Heck yes! So Im getting some stuff ready to go in the next few days. Well be uber hard to get it all back in the boxes it came in but we will see. Might have to leave some at my frineds place for a month.
Been hanging out an effin lot w/ Lizzie lately. Man she cracks me up and I always almost have a blast when we hang out or take random trips to Amarillo for whatever. Last night it was chininse food, Saturday night just an excuse to do something, we went to Wal-Mart at 3 in the morning..pretty much just us there.
I have finals next week....damn damn damn..
Well...thats about it for now..i might update that list later..
-Ross
So heres the deal kidos ..finals ..yeah they start in about two hours.. bleh.. I havent been to bed yet not do I plan too until I'm done with my second test this morning..
Well lets see.. been one hell of a crazy( yes I know I just made that phrase up..) last few days and it all sorta blends together so I'll try to make it sound like seperate days , so lets see Thursday night.. .what did I do thursday? Well I know I worked but Im pretty dran sure that I did something after that ...no strike that it was dead day so I didn't do anything that I remember.. hmm..okay well I probably bitched a whole lot about having to work the next day..no wait that just trigged in my mind what I just did..no I didn't work I deciced to play a little hookie..my truck was acting like crap anyway give me a break.. so I just watched king of the hill and helped Lizzie move a whole bunch of stuff to her new dorm room..crazy eh?
Friday..friday I did work , I know I did.. becuase yeah I just did and it sucked big huge..yeah you get the point..it was just plain sucky suckiness all around for everyone.. .. yeah supoosed to be soem sorta party..didn't happen apparently ...yeah I went home and just did nothing , I played solitare on my comp for like three solid hours..in the dark..trying not to wake up my roomate....I know I did this in reverse but Friday afternoon I helped lizzie move again some more stuff... yeah
Saturday..Man Saturday ...I went and saw Chornicles of Narnia :The Lion ,The Witch and the Wardrobe.( (with Lizzie) . man great great movie I'm telling you..and something I was major happy for waa that it was pretty darn colse to the book...and the visual effects were great so ..good , go see it....went to work.. ( a few hours pass) I get off of work after a long stupid night of doing stupid stuff for the pathiec night crew..I just dotn get how they can be that lazy..really.. but yeah anywho ...I got off work went to my friends house..hung out.. wasn't a lot of fun because some people did some stupid things...but you know it was okay.. and finally yesterday..err..today or whatever time it is now..
Sunday..finally got most of my stuff ready to move home...which by the way I'll be at on wednesday!..holy crap ..so excited.. but yeah ..went and finished putting lizzie's tv stand together..wow.. never thought that would be such a pain to do..but it was worth it for a friend.. work again...got off and me and lizzie went and eat pancakes for free down at FBC Canyon...all night panckae thingy for finals..we were bored ..went to Wal-Mart in A-Town..( by this time its around 2 am..) did random things like dance to old school rock...
...and now we have finally arrived if you read that much thank you..if not now your reading the end...so yeah got finishing studying and gonna grab some coffe before test start in a lil bit..ttyl
-Ross
( will update the great/not so great list later..I promise..)
Home....Tomorrow.. yes ...
Yes yes tomorrow I will be finally coming home for a little while..so so ready .. .really..just want to ba away form here for a while..
...and I hate residential lving and their effin RA's..im leaving with or without him checking me out.....
but other than that one more final ...and huzzah!..im on the way home..
and by the way..
"it sucks to be your feet.....ever"-Lizzie
so yeah ..updating timeso Im back in Kerrville , yeah that drive from Canyon seemed like it might just take forever but I did it in 7 1/2 hours so heck yeah ! When I got here I basicly just crashed because I was so tired . well on thursday I decided that I wanted to got see some old peeps so I "snuck " into my old hs and went to lunch and saw some of the old crew . Man good times, I forgot how much I miss chillin with them all..haha.. Friday lets see..basicly did nothing want and eat lunch with Brian , we caught each other up on each others college experince so far ..we both apparently suck at the college thing..lmao..Last two days work..do i need to go into any more detail.. ...then after work went to SA-town and got my christams present ..my parents are stil lgonna wrap it even though I know what it is ..the big dorks..o well.. ttyl..
okay okay, after much debate ..okay not really , I decided that I should update since its been about a week and a day , and thats a long time for me but anywho..
I guess the main reson i havent updated is really not much has happened . Really. Kerrville is still Kerrville . Work is still the same Work. The only thing that seems to be different here is me . I mean not only am I now in college but I feel like someone different . My view on things has changed since I left here . How may you ask ? Well several ways . One of the first things is that for the first time in a long time I didn't and still haven't rushed to see Kelly while I was here. You know what that means ? I am finally realzing that as much as I wanted that whole thing to work out better , it just didn't and although I did everything I could think of to advance it further, that it was really all me and I am not sure she ever felt the same thing..***Whew! Take a Breath*** Secondly, I have meet new people and friends in Canyon than the few I had here, and realize that there is more to life than this town in the Texas hill country and playing soccer. I mean I have meet my frat brothers , who I trust more than anything and I have meet a few other people , Like Lizzie , who are simply amazing , and way better than anyone I could ever meet in this town . All yall college kids from Kerrville are hearing me ..I know you are ! Somthing else I have realized sine I have been back is at least a small hopeful glimse of what I am supposed to do ..I know that I don't want to work at a grocery store for the rest of my life. Sure I may know the bussiness , but really its not that hard to learn. I just thought about it the other day while I was stocking and its not what I am looking for .
Well okay , Ill get off my soapbox for now I guess.
My parents have given me one more semester at this college gig . I have to pass this semester or otherwise its working for me , but I have a plan if that happens. Hoping it won't because I love it at WT and want to graduate from there.
SO...if you made it down here congradulations..
Im out ....
Okay Im updatin' so please continue on..
Yea..the last week was pretty darn tiring I tell you , most of it was working which depneding on day it was went pretty well..but I realized once again that I am not meant for the bussiness forever ..why ? well first of all , the work I do for that store is greatly underaprecited. Really. You dont understand. Basicly my entire job is making my boss look good for our District Manager . I ( pardon my french) bust my ass everyday , and don't even get another thank you . I just keep getting screwed over because I have a high work effort . " Osuch and such can't comein let's call Ross in.." Secondly, I do all the work of an assitant manager and get paid six dollars an hour , I would like to make at least a quarter more than that seven would be nice but I highly doubt it ...
Sigh..
Anyways .. .wow I have been talking to Lizzie a whole lot. Like every night on the phone they are always quite intersting and random so you know much fun . . and on New Years Eve when she called me , that was umm.. quite funny and awesome by what she told me at the same time.. lol
Today we had the annual amlumni game for my high school for soccer . Lets just say mucho mucho fun . Us alums showed em' that just cause were old school dosen't mean we cant score . We shut them out 9-0 , and I had two goals . O yeah. But I also caught the wrong end of a challenge for a header and my lip got busted open and is now nice and swollen.. O well still much fun.
So yeah thats about it for now..
Im out..
Ross
Alright so .. my lip is not effin swollen anymore. Bueno. Trust me its great. Because on this last week it was really really freakin swollen and it sucked. The only thing wrong with it now is a samll scab , so its almost gone but I will probably have a pretty good scar . O well , soccer players are hardcore . Anyways , you know what I think I am going to do here (and yes Bobby I am stealing your idea hahaha) I am going to write out some "resoultions" for the new year.
1. Get back into Condition: Notice here I didn't use the usal clique of in shape. Becuase I am in shape , I just need to get back into the condtion I was for soccer in March last year. Trust me , I know it sounds like I'm being concded but I have a right to brag . In March of last year I could do two miles in 14:00 flat or under . I just need to strat getting mileage again either on the pavement or on the treadmill at the a.c. so thats first get back into condition.
2. Get off Academiec Probabtion: This should probably be first , but I am going to have to work pretty hard to get off it and get my ass in gear .
3. Go to chuch more: Went to school and didn't go that often but there is a big long story about this which I dont fell like typing out right now.Got a question about it call me. But dont call and point fingers , and try to make me feel guilty about my actions and choices cause I 'll just hang up on you . So there.
Thats about it for now..well keep it three ..those will be pretty tough so..g2g
-Ross
Girls. They are freaking confusing. Really. But I am totally in love with one, that I think might love me too but I'm not sure. But yeah long story behind this short post ...im out ..
-Ross
WOW!...What a weekend. ...
Friday we had a birthday partyish thing for my frat bro Trey ...man good times , and I am glad that I have some awesome friends who take care of me and keep me from doing stupid things ...hahaha...
Well Saturday , where to start, things were pretty slow , until Saturday night came around. Man I went to the biggest party I have been at here at WT. Much fun , but the night quickly turned dramacitc as we ended up taking care of a 16 year old chick who was well past drunk and just wasted ..
but anyways.. im still um .. a little goofy as far as my last post went because yeah it still kinda is just ...
well
duces
-Ross